for you who suggested i should friend-lock the entries i'm talking about Billy...

...there's no need to, he is not going to read them, ever. how do i know? it's simple dear.

he.

doesn't.

care.

he never did...

"what do you say when it's all over..."

what hurts most is that i believed him. i believed that he loved me. i wanted to believe.

when we started, he asked me to take a change with him. i told him that he was asking me to risk my heart. he said go for it.

and i did, stupid me.

i wanted to believe.
i needed to believe.
now i know.
he never loved me.

stupid me...

hey, slavelabour

you are a sweetheart and i'm a dork.
i'm sorry i haven't answered your ims. i kept putting off re-installing trillian in my home pc, after i rebuilt it and i only saw your msgs at work where i can't really talk about anything...
can't say that i'm anymore ready now to discuss the situation than i was then =O| but if i see you online, i promise, i won't hide ^___^

~ishi-no

i've seen this all over the place

don't know where it came from or if i'm doing it right (am i supposed to mark only those i've seen in a theater?) but anyway, here is mine:

( movie meme )

wow 69/100, go me!

~ishi-no